Ahaaaa...hmm..mmm...

What's up now?what will happen?what am i going 2 do?what should i prepare?what?what?so many what in my 'bowl'...easy 2 deal,easy 2 face..and yet blur...no planning at all..nothing n slow down,it's sort of free mind that i entering..but not that peaceful at all....this island is in peace,but alone..special one n special two,only my half left,the other half is on the boundary,i rebuild this island to station it on the right-new axis,stay balance again..-i wish me wit good fortunes always-

Zero..

There's zero in this pensive bowl.after 22nd, much b worst than ever..what 2 do?

big plan..

i'm planning something bigger than usual..n long term business..wit my sharing partner..is it taking risk?i don't know..try it first! still on planning n discussion...

what to do..

i feels so down..i can't control all of them,they're never listen to me.i feels that i'm not suitable for this anymore..sooo not suitable....not gifted..all's unworthy..what should i do..

holidays come again..

...but not enough money to go anywhere...need to renew car insurance and roadtax..is there anybody can give me some money?huhu...syg?

bz days..

i was busy this whole week..played games..hahaha

end?

i don't know..i do want to end it..but at other time, i don't.what if i keep goin',or what if i stop...i don't know..i'm hurting..